recently my friend stacey died, this broke my heart.
this morning, i found my brother upstairs in his room,
hanging from his school tie..
why does this have to happen to me.
why does everything have to fuck up when im around it,
he had a note on his chest, and it said that he loved me, and that he couldnt take the bullying anymore,
i am leaving this world forever.
tonight i intend to take my own life.
i intend to overdose on my fathers athritis pills.
i love you all dearly.
stacey.
ill see you soon my love,
dear brother,
i will be with you forever.
ellen.
1993-2009.